I'm back from the dead

Hello ppl. I'm here but i really got nothing to do again...so i'll talk abt today. hmmmm......
woke up at 6.30 am and pretty grumpy. Happiness level 3/10

Talked with friends in school
Happinesss level 7/10

Went home with Adrain and Jeremy from Choir and we talked randomly about Hairy Potty and the Half-Butt Prince(the prince turned out to be Snape and his long nose and half-butt) 8/10

Played World of Warcraft. Lost PvP against the Horde juggernaut. Happiness level 6/10(not because i lost but because it gets a little wee boring at times)

Blogging right now
happiness level 8/10

Happiness level:
abysmal
sad
uncomfortably unhappy(this is what i'm feeling)
adequately content
happy
very happy
elated

hmmmm....i dunno why but... I feel lonely...like an empty turtle shell...after 6 months in choir i still feel that i'm not close enough with those guys....i feel a sense of defeat...i had not achieved my goal...to achieve excellent reputation with ppl. Sure I talked loads with the Sec ones...but the sec 2s arent really close to the sec ones..............................................................
maybe Pin Hao likes Ken and Dwayne likes me and blah blah blah blah blah....but we arent close enough to go to each others house to play and share secrets. We just talk about menial stuff like homework and whether u r sharp or flat in a certain song.............sienz.....................i think a Bass in sec 4 dislikes me....i wont name any1...luckily he's gone.......... i'm tired of being what u want me to be.....feeling so faithless,put under the pressure...(exerpt from linkin park's Numb) i feel just like that.....

WHO WANTS TO READ THIS EMO STUFF ANYWAY? ITS BORING RIGHT? ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PISSED OFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!